Yes, you are a god gifted woman. Being a parent is a blessing. And I have read your post. You are doing a great job. You are the reason behind the smiles of many couples. God gave you the best thing that is fertility to help others. You look strong and brave. May God help you more. If there is any problem, I recommend you to contact a clinic in Europe. Their services are really good. They are giving the best results. Their clinic name is neither lotus nor Adonis. They are providing the best services.