I am sorry for your loss. Your story made me cry literally. I am astonished to see you are still running for your dreams. It’s amazing. I would suggest going for surrogacy from any clinic in Eastern Europe. They ave best clinics in the world. Some are famous for surrogacy only. They have the most popular stories about surrogacy. I love to read a lot of success stories that’s why I know all this. Good luck with your research. God bless you, dear. I am also a mother of the surrogate baby. I can feel what you are feeling right now.