hey Victoria!!! It’s really nice to see you again over here. well, not a troublesome issue. as I am also caught in it. I am literally against of adoption. Adoption causes many problems after the baby has grown up. Especially when you adopt a baby from a nursery you don’t know where he belongs. When his parents come after that they began to show their concern towards them. it hurt us. I will suggest you apply to any clinic in Ukraine. As Ukraine is full of multiple surrogacy clinics. go through IVF with donor or yourself eggs. When you apply their doors will open to you. don’t feel hesitation of any kind. You will get a baby soon.