oh so sad to hear about you. i can imagine the circumstances you are going through. that’s really hard for you.you should not dishearten. everything will be ok with time. I think surrogacy is the best option you can go with. there are many clinics in Europe you can contact to. but be aware of the clinic named Adonis. they are just unprofessional like they will demand for money at the initial stage. once you pay them. they will not even reply. their staff is just useless.that’s my personal experience. just don’t go with this clinic. hope everything will be fine with time. stay blessed. be happy.