Dear, I felt very sad for you. This is truly a very difficult moment in your life. You not only lost your child but also lost the chance of having a child again. That’s very bad. It really doesn’t mean you should lose hope. I think when they’re in no way there is still a way. So you should find a good clinic to have your surrogacy treatment. Surrogacy will be the best option for you. There is a good clinic in Europe. They are best in dealing with surrogacy. Trust me once you opt it you won’t regret your decision. Difficulties in your journey make your destination beautiful. Wish you very good luck with that. My best wishes are with you. Baby dust to you