Dear Olivia! I just read your post. I felt so sad to know about your the situation you are dealing with. Seriously, the struggle is so hard for infertility. But now some alternate methods like surrogacy has become a famous thing to have a baby. I think you should choose surrogacy for yourself. I think you should look for some clinics in Europe. They are best for such treatments. One of my friends had her successful surrogacy from there. She was admiring them a lot. I think people should consult them.