Life is nothing without a child. Living childless is so difficult for the couples. I wish no one remains infertile. Dear your post is really very touching. I can feel how difficult it will be for you. I was also suffering from infertility. I tried to contact lotus clinic. They didn’t give me a very good response. I never lose hope. I have heard that this clinic is very bad for infertility treatment. Then I moved to Europe. There I found a very good clinic. They recommended my surrogacy. It was successful and I am a mother now. I wish you become a mother soon. Baby dust to you