Hey. I understand what you are going through. I wish for the same thing. I do not understand why people keep on telling others to adopt. I would if all other options do not work out. But if I have the option of having my child I would go for that. Even if it means someone else will carry my child.
I was diagnosed with fibroids. At first, we decided to keep on trying despite the consequences. But after 3 failed IVF, we have stopped. We are considering surrogacy now. Though The final decision is dependent on the clinic. We have selected one and will visit it soon. But until then I can just hope for the best, and pray for all like us.