I know after miscarriages TTC is the hardest thing. Please accept my deepest condolences on your loss. I am so sorry for you. Please don’t blame yourself. It’s not your fault at all. Don’t think you are alone here. Many of lie you are in the same boat. Everything happens for a good reason. Remeber good things take time. Just as your friend. She had 6 miscarriages but she didn’t lose hope. Now she is a mother, You should also not lose hope. There are many good clinics for treating this disease. The clinic in Europe is treating infertility best. My cousin had her IVF from there. Her first attempt was successful. You should go there. I hope all your requirements will meet up. Have a healthy and happy life ahead. Good luck.