Hey, jessica733 it’s very simple to say that hold down. You have experienced this feeling and tell me what you do when you become upset. It seems like we are stuck in a situation where not a single way route out towards success. It also depends upon your surrounded people. Their way of condoling and what expressions they show you when you face failure again and again. A person doesn’t forget two faces in her life. First one is of who never ever leaves your hand in miserable situations. The second one is who leaves your hand when you need him more than anything.