Hi Akira! Your story has many ups and downs. You had the support of your family and husband and this thing won’t tear you apart. If she has the support she has the all she needs. It’s great to hear about your twins through surrogacy. I hope you’ll have them very soon in your arms. Surrogacy brings the happiness in infertile couples life. Surrogate mothers are also great. Sacrificing your womb for some third person needs a lot of courage. When I had my baby son from surrogacy and that feeling was awesome and beyond the world. I also had developed the bond with the surrogate mother. As my clinic in Europe provides me with the bets surrogate mother. Still, I m in contact with her. As she did alot for me. Good luck. May you have all the happiness you ever wished for.