Hey! I think I can help you out well here. I went through quite some of the same of what you have. I had cancerous polyps which required my uterus to be removed. I was in a dark phase until I was finally introduced to surrogacy. I researched it and finally my DH and I took the decision. We found a clinic with good packages and went for it. I’m honestly so happy now. It has completely turned my life around. I really hope you get to experience the same. It’ll be wonderful. Don’t overthink it. Good luck! Take care.