Hey sersey! I can understand the pain you are going through. Losing your baby is indeed a very big loss for any mother in the world. Work and studies are very important for all of us. But it does not mean to forget to have a family. Well, all that’s is gone cannot be corrected. Your age is certainly the main issue. I think you should opt for surrogacy. I had surrogacy 2 years back. Now I am a happy mom. You should also try it. Stay blessed.