It’s really sad to hear your story. It’s true infertility has spoiledmany people’s dreams. I can understand the situation from which you are going through. Everybody wants it own baby. It’s a dream of every mother to see her child, to see his/her looks, to feel him/her in her arms. Mother had many expectations towards his/her baby, but infertility had ruined many mother’s dreams. But nowadays there are many treatments, the procedure to get rid of infertility. You must have to try any of it. Surrogacy is a best option among all. But definitely it’s all your choice. Have a discussion with your doctor.