I feel really sorry for you. I believe not being a mother is a big pain that anyone could have. Babies are one of the best blessing. It’s good to hear that you choose surrogacy. Surrogacy is a best option for the people like us to have a child and yes, there are many fears which keeps moving in our mind. We feel like walking in the dark room with lights off, but in the end it is a safe journey and nothing sounds good when you have a child in your arm. Don’t be afraid Stormi it will defiantly turn out positive.